Feeling Better

Today was a better day for me. While the weather is the same as yesterday, I feel happier. It's incredible how 24hours can change you. I have been faced with alot of challenges in my life, but most of them have been forced upon me. Now I feel as if I am challenging myself to get what I want. I have always had a GREAT support system in my friends, and my family pretty much does what they can. However, the people that I need it from most seem to be MIA. I know I can do it without them, however, I don't want to if I don't have to. As happy as I am, and as much as I know that I am doing the right thing, in being honest with myself, I must say that I am still scared. I am going into unfamiliar territory with no weapons to defend myself. I know I can do it, but it's easier to be victorious with an army by your side. I pray that they come through, if not, then at least I know that they were only here for a reason, or a season...not a lifetime.