Learning from past mistakes

It's Tuesday night, and I'm so tired. Tired from lack of sleep, and from the everyday bullshit that people have been feeding me. Did I not learn from the last arguement? That last relationship? That huge mistake after that drunken night, that landed you where..........lol (you, not me, I don't have that problem)? After the lies, deception, and of course the bullshit, you can finally find one person that you can trust. That person is you....then why do I still doubt and second guess myself?

I've been second guessing alot of decisions that I've made in both my personal and professional life. But why? I know what I should be doing, and where I should be going. That damn voice keeps talking to me. It says go left instead of right, or up instead of down. While there may not be any regrets, I so wish I would have listened to my initial gut instinct. Anyway....enough about me for a sec, guess what?!?!!?..............

My Jo Jo just took her state exam for esthetics, and she said she murdered it! Yeah Jo Jo!!!! I'm so proud of you!!! I see big things, ginormous things for your future!

Later!
AAB