What I noticed

Over the last few years I've started to realize the type of person I am...I'm starting coming into myself, so to speak.
This is me...
I am generally a good person, giving, open but not too open, forthright, blunt, outspoken, non-judgemental, honest (sometimes too honest, then again sometimes not honest enough)...I am what I call a "there" person.
I am "there" for whatever...Whatever you need help with or don't need help with, a friend to listen, rationalize, a friend to talk you down from the ledge, need someone to help you take care of something/one....I AM THERE!

What's happening now is that I am there so much that I tend to forget to be there for myself....and what sucks most is that in my head I rationalize me being there for everyone else equating to them being there for me. I am seeing now that it isn't the case, and it hurts deeply. I don't give of myself and expect anything in return, however, if I need someone to help me through a situation, which I kind of need now...I hope that someone would help me. But, seemingly, I am all alone on this one...maybe I've been all alone all of this time but just chose to ignore the feeling.