Sunday, February 04, 2007

My Purpose My Passion

As I lay here, in bed, in tears, with the lights off, underneath the covers, it becomes clear. The most clear that it has ever been to me. I now realize who I am...and my purpose! My passion is in my writing. I am a writer.
While a person would question why the tears, I don't. These are tears of happiness, tears of joy, tears of saddness, with additional pain to the heart. Why? I have searched for many years...searched for who Amber Anique Basnight really is. All I had to do is sit back and listen...listen to my heart, God...and pay attention.
Tears of happiness because I have finally discovered me.
Tears of joy because I know there is no need to search any longer.
Tears of saddness because I have wasted so much time and energy under this horrible facade.
Tears from additional pain to the heart because that's how 27 years of identity fraud makes you feel.
So what now?
I follow my passion, my heart, and God's blueprint...without any anxiety/fear.
This is me! This is who I am! Amber Anique Basnight....the writer!

Grace and Peace

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