Being Processed

More Than A Year Later....

2011-03-07T19:25:00.002-05:00

I'MMMMM BACCKKKKK!! LOL! FOR REAL THIS TIME! GIVING UPDATES SHORTLY! MISSED YOU ALL SO MUCH!

Sleep

2010-02-22T11:36:00.000-05:00

To tell you the truth, I don’t know anything about natural sleep aids. I tried them a few times, along with the over the counter ones. They never worked for me. I need the real stuff. Xanax is my friend when I’m in need of some serious sleep. Although, since I’ve been back in Atlanta, I haven’t needed any assistance. Yay for me!

Work

2010-02-22T11:32:00.000-05:00

Not a secret that I’m not loving my job right now! But, I’m in Atlanta and I have a job. It was back to the fitness industry for me, as soon as I got here. Recently I was placed in a club that has no traffic, and right now I have no clue what I’m going to do. Today we are waiting on our direct mail marketing pieces to drop. Maybe then something will pop. Until then…I frown!

Back to My "HOME"

2009-10-22T13:45:00.001-04:00

Can't wait til I get “home”! Atlanta that is! Atlanta has been my home forever! Why I kept trying to deny it is beyond me! I can't wait to get into the garden sized tub and take a REAL shower, with the shower faucet head on HIGH!! Why does it seem that the water pressure in NYC is so much softer than in Atlanta?

Getting Nothing Done!

2009-10-22T13:38:00.000-04:00

Having a billion things to do before moving really stinks! I am still job searching to try to keep myself from ending up in the fitness industry. I know it'll be the fastest way for me to find a job, but I'd rather not!! For some reason, even though I know I have all these things to do, I haven't really been able to do anything! I even came into work today, armed with my laptop & …..NOTHING! I need to correct this asap!

Work

2009-10-22T13:32:00.000-04:00

I am currently working for a web development company...at least for the next two weeks I am! LOL! I'm moving back to Atlanta! Yayy!! But as much as I can say that I'm so happy to be leaving this place, I can't deny that I have learned a lot about development and the importance of online backup. You always need a back up for your back up!

Another Job in the A

2009-10-12T13:56:00.000-04:00

Choosing to move back to Atlanta in this economy, right now, isn't really the best move for anyone. And yet, I'm doing it. Unfortunately it's going to land me right back into the industry that I don't want to be in! Back to the gym, messing with fitness equipment, heavy sigh! Not what I want, but at least I know I can get a job, quickly, when I get there!

Moving Back 2 ATL!

2009-10-12T13:53:00.000-04:00

In about 3 weeks I'll be headed out to re-start my life in Atlanta. The nerves are starting to kick in. Probably because I have to wait for a specific amount of time before I can just head out. My bf says that he can already see us in our new house. With me sitting on the patio chairs, our son playing around & him cutting the grass. Praying that his and our vision comes true!

Easier to Have a Meeting from Home...

2009-10-05T23:20:00.002-04:00

Why do people have board meetings where you have to commute into a building to sit for an hour when you can log on from any computer and have a live chat. What’s the use of burning up expensive fuel, finding parking, & wasting time & energy if you can do it all from home? Wouldn’t having a live chat be the smartest and greenest way to go?

Other Ways to Find Me

2009-10-04T18:55:00.002-04:00

I'm going back and looking at my older posts and realizing how long it's been since I've blogged. I HAD NO IDEA IT HAD BEEN SO LONG! I need to get you all up to speed. The easiest way for me to do this is for you to have my Twitter info...FOLLOW ME @.... http://twitter.com/AmberAnique, or on my latest business venture, http://twitter.com/GhosTwitterPro.
Even if you're following me on Twitter, I'm gonna do my best to keep you updated via Blogger!

MUCH LOVE!!

Assistance Needed For LSAT

2009-09-23T17:49:00.001-04:00

I know a few people, myself included, who are considering becoming attorney's. While it may seem rather late in life, it's just now that we are really paying attention to our PURPOSE! So, for all of my friends, consider taking some LSAT prep courses. I've been researching it a lot as of late and it can't hurt to learn more and be better prepared!

New Stuff

2009-09-23T17:36:00.004-04:00

Ok, I think it's safe to say that I'm BACK...AGAIN!! LMBO!! So much has been going on, don't even know where to begin. So, what I'll do is keep posting until it all comes out! Does that work? Or, I can invest in some really cool video surveillance equipment, so you all can see what's going on! Nah, I think I'll stick with the posting!

Finances

2009-04-26T10:32:00.000-04:00

If your not stressing your finances, then hats off to you! Maybe I’m stressing because I’m not working, or maybe it’s that since I’m not working I pay more attention to where my money is going. Either way, money is scarce, everywhere!!
If you live in New York, and have a car, you’re paying for parking, HIGH GAS PRICES, and maybe even a car note. Small tip, there are some things that you may not be able to control, like gas prices, but there are others, like auto insurance that you should really be able to search for and get a decent deal. Don’t give in to just anyone….control the controlables!

The 4-Hour Work Week

2009-03-28T17:39:00.002-04:00

So, I haven't been blogging, but I have been reading...A LOT! The latest book is the 4-Hour Work Week. For those of you that know me, you know that the title ALONE was enough to catch my interest! As I started to read the book, I found out that I should be doing the most obvious thing and work for myself. There are some people that can just do their job, and work for someone else. I am not one of those people. And, as far as I can see, the majority of my close friends are EXACTLY LIKE ME!! I AM NOT SUPPOSED TO BE WORKING FOR THE MAN!!! It's become more clear to me within the last 2 weeks.

I lost my job, but I was MISERABLE anyway! Each day, as I walked into the gym, I would curse myself! I was trying to hang in there and tell myself that I should be grateful that I even have a job, as there are so many people today without one. But, at one point I had to remind myself when I was unemployed last year..I WAS SO MUCH HAPPIER!! Now isn't the best time to be without a job...but, then again, when is it a good time!?

Buy Me A House!

2009-03-02T12:07:00.002-05:00

It looks like my time will be coming to own my own place within the next year or so. While I still have the economic fear, it only makes sense to try to obtain a mortgage while the interest rates are low. My excitement to buy sinks, cabinets, or even pick out the hardwood floor is overwhelming! But, in order to do all of this, I have to cut back on my spending EVEN MORE!! I have to go on a B***et....yup, I'm still allergic to that word, but at least I know I can do it!

Hello...AGAIN!

2009-03-02T11:31:00.002-05:00

It's been so long since I've been able to write a post. PC's just don't do it for me, & using my BlackBerry just didn't seem right. I finally got my computer fixed! That's what's been keeping me from you all! So much has changed since the computer meltdown. My bf & I are doing AMAZINGLY WELL, despite every obstacle that has been put in our way. We are about to start looking for a new apartment, hopefully within the next month. With a new place comes a new bed...either a pillow top, or a sleep number bed. Whatever it is, it will have to be a king size, or maybe even a California king. We don't take up much space, but we enjoy having the option of not sleeping underneath each other all of the time.

Welcome Back...

2009-01-25T18:15:00.002-05:00

I know, I've been distant. I've got a lot going on with me personally that has kept me VERY OCCUPIED!

Not having easy access to my laptop, because it crashed, has really put me at a disadvantage.

I've decided to go back to work full time. I got a great opportunity to be the manager at a gym in Union Square. I accepted the position, and I start in a week. Of course, I'll have to take another break from school so I can work...which sucks big time, but, in the end, it should be beneficial. Finals are this coming week. Looking forward to getting them over with!

About 2 weeks ago we had to put Hunter, the family dog(baby), to sleep. That was a very hard thing to do. But, we are coping as best as a family could. I still question why he isn't barking when I open the front door...but, then I remember that he isn't here anymore.

As of Monday, my bf and I are on a "break". What I've recently come to see is that he doesn't deal with negative change very well. Where I may be upset, sad, or even emotional for a day or so, or maybe more, I still see the need to keep it moving. I have Faith that everything will work out. I found that he has a more difficult time with this.
I don't think he see's himself as a "man", no matter what I say to him.
He decided that it was best that we go our separate ways...although, it wasn't said quite that nicely.

Seasons Are A Changin'

Still Here

2008-11-20T16:09:00.002-05:00

I know I've been MIA for a little while...had some LIFE changes.
Doing a little bit better now.
I haven't purchased my new computer as of yet, but I will be doing so sometime in December. Until then, I'll either be sending via BlackBerry, or using my parents PC...which I'm doing now, and let me tell you IT HURTS!!!
I AM ANTI-PC & PRO MAC....but, I'll have to deal with it for the time being.
I've got a couple pics for you from a wedding that James & I went to recently...if I can just figure out how to get the images onto the computer from the camera...Macs aren't this difficult.

Keep you posted! MUCH LOVE!!

Talk About Neglect

2008-11-01T13:55:00.000-04:00

I've been neglecting ALL of my blogs, & my blog family due to the fact that I have no computer.
Yes, my "baby" crashed on me & I hae no clue what to do with myself. I feel like I have been cast off from the rest of the world! I have a BlackBerry, but it's just not the same. It's no where near the same.
Now I feel sad all the time.
I'm not working full-time, so purchasing a new computer is out of the question. I'm gonna start looking on Craigslist for a deal on a second hand computer that will at least take me through the next couple of months.
I'll try to update you all as much as possible.
Oh, the bf & I went to a wedding last weekend. Hopefully I'll be able to post the pics soon, & give you the story behind it.
Later!!

What's New

2008-10-02T10:40:00.000-04:00

A WHOLE LOT! LOL!
First let me start by saying thank you to all of those who have emailed, called, posted comments, & as always, kept me in your prayers! It's all helped me keep my sanity & focus!
I took a leave of absence from school for a little bit to get myself together...have no fear, I'll be going back in December, come hell or high water.
Most recently, my mother has moved from Vegas, to Atlanta, to NYC. Those that know me understand where my head is at when it comes to her & the situation. Not stressing it though...we are keeping our distance, or rather, I am keeping my distance in order to keep the peace. However, this past Saturday, she callled me asking if she could go to church with me. While in TOTAL SHOCK...I agreed, and was actually happy when she pulled up to the house. It went well. Although, the first 30 minutes, she spent eyeing men. Not sure if she'll attend again, but at least I was able to do something that no one in my family has ever successfully accomplished!
Bf & I are still together. Rocky at times, but I think that happens in relationships, no? Been almost a year...a year in 2 mths...WOW!!!
Also, in 2 months & 4 days, I'll be turning 29. All I keep saying is, "I'm almost 30!". Clearly you can see I'm not excited for the age I'm turning, however, I've been truly blessed to have been given an extra day, no less an extra year! So overall, looking forward to another birthday. And, yes, before you ask...THERE WILL BE A COUNTDOWN! LMBO! It will start November 6th. :)
That's it for now. If something else pops up, I'll be sure to let you know.
Ciao for now!!

Mac-less

2008-09-21T20:37:00.000-04:00

I'm without Mac "child"... I'm so unhappy!
My laptop crashed on me about 2wks ago and since then I've been lost! I've never been without her this long. Anytime I thought I'd be out of the house for an entire day, or more, I took her with me. Now, I've got nothing! I know this sounds extremely dramatic, but I know, at the very least, all of my Mac family understands. I still have my Blackberry, so I've got a little something, but it's just not the same.
Tomorrow one of my bf's friends is gonna come over & take a look at her. I pray he can convince her to come back to me. Otherwise, I AM SO SCREWED!!!

What To Do?

2008-09-19T18:02:00.001-04:00

What do you do when your computer crashes? Do you crash with it?
I'm am posting from a PC right now & it's making me sick to my stomach!

MOVING

2008-09-19T15:10:00.002-04:00

This time, I'm moving for real!!! I've decided to stay in NYC for a little while longer. I've already accepted 2 jobs, which is a must if I want to stay in NYC, and make it. Adding the 2 salaries together, I should be able to survive! What I'm looking for now is a studio or one bedroom apartment in the Jamaica, Queens area. I want to be as close to the subway so I won't have any issues with transportation. My bf and I spend entirely too much money on "dollar" vans/wk. I'm looking to move by, if not before my birthday, which is December 6th for all those who want to know, lol!
Soon, I'll be decorating and looking for some modern bedroom furniture, so I'll be able to toss the current stuff...he doesn't know this yet. Decorating is always something I look forward to doing!

Latest Pic During Harlem Week

2008-09-01T20:01:00.003-04:00

Me & The City Gym Boys ;-)

By Default

2008-09-01T17:04:00.002-04:00

It has been brought to my attention, over the last year, that my default button is in over drive...

By Default...

- I am loyal
- I am a fixer-upper
- I put everyone else FIRST
- I put myself LAST
- I feel the need to help everyone

You may see these things as a positive, but it's not!

My high school bf told me, today, that I have a habit of helping needy people, regardless of the harm, or emotional stress, I know it will put me under.

HOW BRILLIANT DOES THIS MAKE ME?

I Forgot To Tell You

2008-08-29T21:03:00.001-04:00

So, my dog and I are no longer friends. I don't speak to him, pet him, walk him, or give him Amber hugs & kisses.

Why?

Because he growled & then bit my bottom lip. I leaned over to kiss the top of his head, and he bit me!

So, I am not speaking to him anymore! As a matter of fact, I am looking to get myself a puppy! THAT'LL LEARN HIM!!

Anxious

2008-08-29T20:50:00.003-04:00

Looking forward to doing something BIG! I don't know what...but, I'm feeling very anxious and restless lately. You know that jittery feeling that you get when your waiting for something?

I don't know what my deal is, but I know some things are about to change...I just pray that they are for the better instead of the worse...LORD KNOWS I CAN'T HANDLE ANYMORE BAD NEWS.

I've been looking at random magazines that have been coming to the house and saw something on home theater seating..which is basically like having a movie theater in your home. It made me think back to when I lived in Atlanta, and the huge difference between living in New York City and there. I miss Atlanta so much, but, the timing was soooo off when I was about to depart.

HISTORY IS AMAZING....LET'S MAKE IT!!

2008-08-25T15:35:00.000-04:00

HOW ABOUT A GREAT LAUGH :)

2008-08-23T23:48:00.001-04:00

Motorcycles

2008-08-10T23:48:00.001-04:00

Why do people really want motorcycles? My female friends think that they’re sexy, meanwhile, I think that they’re a death trap. It could be used Harleys or the sports one’s, I just can’t see it. I rode on the back of one, I think twice, and to me, they make me feel like those rides at theme parks that spin around REALLY fast, round and round, and make me want to vomit. I REALLY DON’T LIKE THEM!

Weight

2008-08-10T23:31:00.001-04:00

Never a need for diet pills. I’m starting to think I need a weight gainer. I am holding steadfast at 119lbs. I have no idea why I’m stuck there. I eat anything and everything, whenever I want. Should I stop complaining and just be happy that my body is doing the opposite of what I want it to? My clothing is still an issue. My 13 year old sister & I really do wear the same size. And, all of my clothes are 6 & 8 sizes too big.

PEPSI NOW

2008-08-10T21:23:00.003-04:00

There a million treatments for your skin. My family has tried all of the acne cures that have come out for one of my sisters. They have even gone as far as removing all of the soda from the house. WHAT IN THE WORLD IS THAT ABOUT? I’m over here in the middle of having a caffeine withdrawal. I had to call my father at work and beg him to bring me a two Liter Pepsi when he gets off from work. Why do they make EVERYONE suffer?? I WANT MY PEPSI!!!

Not Moving

2008-08-10T20:56:00.002-04:00

I've decided, I'm not moving! At least, not at the moment. To be perfectly honest, the move was entirely too costly, and stressful. It's been a toss up for the last two months between shipping everything, and using moving trucks. After getting all of the estimates, and shopping around, I got WAY stressed out! So, I'm going to stick it out here for a little bit longer. Now, I don't have to worry about buying a car and transferring schools.

You're Just as Weird...Don't Judge Me

2008-08-08T17:16:00.002-04:00

You're Just as Weird...Don't Judge Me
Ok Setta B., here goes....

It's time for 10 weird, random things, facts and habits about myself.

1) I sleep with a night light when I sleep in my own bed. When I'm at my bf's house, I don't need it.
2) Up until 2 weeks ago, I haven't done my own hair, myself, in almost 10 years.
3) Within the past year, I started watching scary movies. I haven't watched them since the first Friday the 13th.
4) Talking animals make me laugh 'til I want to pee my pants.
5) I CAN'T & WON'T date anyone that can't make me laugh.
6) PC's make my stomach turn...Mac's RULE!!! I only accepted my last 2 jobs because they were Mac based business's.
7) Although I wear a size zero now, I refuse to get rid of my size six & eight clothing, conviced that I will one day fit them again!
8) I AM TERRIFIED OF BUGS....INCLUDING LADY BUGS & BUTTERFLIES....
9) I own a digital camera, & carry it in my bag (even when I change bags), but never take pics.
10) When I don't feel well, I crave Doritos.

You know it works. You're tagged. You post. You tag someone else.
I'm tagging you, you, & YOU!!!

My Goodness

2008-07-20T18:37:00.002-04:00

What is this world coming to? Not only do you have to give an arm and a leg to relocate and/or take a vacation, but now they are recommending travel insurance. Just in case something happens to you while on the plane, you'll be covered, it's called Flight Accident Insurance. And can you believe they actually have War & Terrorism Insurance? There is an episode that I must have missed...DO WE REALLY HATE EACH OTHER THAT MUCH? IS IT THAT BAD?!

Summer

2008-07-20T18:31:00.003-04:00

It has come, and it will be gone before you know it. I can't believe August is almost here! The sexy swimwear and the short shorts & skirts will soon be replaced with sweaters and long, down coats. I can't say that I'm not happy about it, becasue I REALLY AM! I DON'T CARE FOR THE SUMMER HEAT! There is nothing sexy about sweat dripping down your face while walking one block to the corner store. If I had my way, we would have one season all year round, FALL!

SO HOT!!

2008-07-20T16:51:00.002-04:00

I heard it was some sort of heat wave. They can call it what they wanna call it, all I know is that it is BURNING HOT OUTSIDE!!! They are calling for cooler weather this week, but we'll see. In the mean time, I've decided to start wearing watches again. The problem with that would be instant tan lines. I DON'T DO TAN LINES...not on my wrist anyway. So, I'm searching for either a white gold bangle watch, or a sterling silver bangle watch. Either one is fine, as long as it doesn't stick to one area of my skin while I'm in the sun.

A Relaxed Evening

2008-07-20T16:39:00.003-04:00

Me, Angie (my step-mother), and Tyra (my youngest sibling) went out to dinner last night. I think it was to make me feel better after all I've been through over the last month. It's been a rough one. One of my favorite dishes of ALL TIME comes from Applebees...the spinach dip. Yeah, I know, I'm so very simple! So, that's what I had. I don't know why but being around the two of them made me feel...well, good. It could have been just the change of scenary, but I real felt ok, and a bit happy for a change. I did some laughing with my silly sister, and watched Angie get a bit drunk off of one margarita, and then she had the nerve to order another, lol! As we were walking back to the car, she called my Blackberry a Blueberry, lmbo!!! She REALLY SHOULDN'T DRINK!!! I really think that I was given the chance to clear my head and not think about anythin that's going on with me.
I wasn't asked "are you ok", or "how are you feeling"...I was just me. I HAD A GOOD TIME!!

Some Pics For You

2008-07-20T00:23:00.002-04:00

I have no clue why I haven't posted these pics yet. This is from July 4th weekend with me, my bf & his family....

I Want to See MY Angel!

2008-07-20T00:16:00.003-04:00

So, I am moving back to Atlanta for various reasons. One is because it makes the most sense for me mentally, physically, emotionally, and most of all FINANCIALLY! Ok, so that's more than one reason, but you get the point. The other reason is my nephew. I MISS HIM SO MUCH!!! HE IS MY ANGEL!!! I can't wait to get back so I can get back into my "Auntie" role of spoiling him ROTTEN!! He'll get all the toys & clothes that a one year old can stand! You don't think that's too excessive do you? I mean, my brother does it...why can't I?

New Reads

2008-07-20T00:01:00.003-04:00

New books are coming out, and I am so excited!!! If you've been keeping up with this blog, you know that I love to read, mostly African American Fiction, however, I do read others depending on the author. Right now, I'm too excited because my copy of the new E. Lynn Harris book, Just Too Good To Be True, came in. I pre-ordered it almost two months ago, and have been waiting anxiously. I'm sure I don't need to tell you that he is one of my FAVORITE AUTHORS! I'll let you know how GREAT it is in about a week, when I've completed it.

The Price of Life

2008-07-19T23:48:00.002-04:00

It's gone up! WAYYYY UP!!!
Soon, we'll be charged to breathe clean air. How scary is that?

I'm saying this because I am trying to find the most "cost effective" way to relocate to Atlanta, Georgia. I have yet to find a way that makes sense. I have moved dozens of times between Atlanta & New York City, maybe more, and it has never cost me more than $200-. Now, after searching, it's going to cost me over $1000-. WHAT?!?! They doubled the cost of car rentals, and of course gas prices have gone sky high, and to top it off, the cost of tolls are ridiculous!! The original plan was to ship all of my belonging south, and then fly down on a last minute flight, which usually costs about $100... But, then I had to estimate how many pounds each box was going to be and found out it would be cheaper to rent a car.

WHY IS EVERYTHING SO COSTLY NOW A DAYS?!?! IT'S INSANE!!

THIS IS IT!!

2008-07-16T19:49:00.002-04:00

I am moving back to Atlanta!
I'm leaving sometime late next week. First I have to make sure that all of my loose ends with school is tied up, and then pack all of my stuff & have it shipped down there. It's going to be a VERY BUSY WEEK!!! I also have finals next week. WHEW!!! I'll get through it though.
Oh, in case you don't already know, we broke up last Thursday. It didn't prompt my move, but it did make me put everything into perspective! I realize how much I have let myself go. Over the last five or six mths, I've done little to nothing for myself, and have lost an incredible amount of weight trying to please others, and forgetting about me.
My family recognized it, and is having me shipped south where I can get my mind right, lmbo!!! I must say, I don't normally agree with what they say, but this time...I believe they are right.
The next week and a half will be spent studying, packing, and saying my goodbyes to everyone I love.
I'll be back to visit, but home is where the heart is. My HEART is my nephew, sister, & brother.

No More Tears

2008-07-12T02:47:00.001-04:00

This weekend I decided that I didn't want to be in a funk, so I am staying with one of my best friends, Sean.
As I sit on the bed, and look over at the wall, I read the scripture from Isaiah, and REALLY BELIEVE that HE is working in my life.
HE is preparing me for something wonderful.
I have not failed, I just made a selfish "detour"...but, HE is a forgiving God! And, now I will COMPLETELY SUBMIT to HIM!
What has taken me so long to get here, I'm not sure. I guess it's me, still Being Processed.

I AM, TRULY, BLESSED & HIGHLY FAVORED! AND SO ARE YOU!

This is Where My Life Changes

2008-07-12T02:47:00.000-04:00

Isaiah 41:10

Fear not, for I am with you;
Do not be dismayed, for I am your God.
I will stregthen you and help you; I will uphold you with my righteous right hand."

How Do I Sound?

2008-07-09T20:29:00.002-04:00

I don't know how I sound, but, apparently, I am not happy. This is what I've been told, by family, over the last couple of weeks. I don't know if I should do something to change it, but, I think I sound fine.

Yes, I'm stressed, however, I live with my bf in NYC....is there anyone here that isn't stressed about something?
Maybe I am sugar coating it. I'm sure I am...but, HELL!!!!
Makes no sense to complain about something that you have no control over, right?!?!

Because things are looking like they are, my family has decided to take matters into their own hands. It looks like I'm moving back down South within the next month or so.

I was excited about it, but now, I'm not so sure.

What do you think?!?!

For Real

2008-07-03T11:36:00.002-04:00

I'm gonna upload some pics between today & tomorrow.
Bf has family in town, so we're doing the site seeing thing today. We are going to see NYC...how weird is that?!?!
I'm excited to take pics though. Then you can see what I look like now. YAY ME!!! YAY US!! Ok, it's not that serious...but it's enough for a small smile, yes?

School

2008-07-02T17:50:00.002-04:00

One of my classes is Computer Applications. I'm pretty happy about that because I'm a computer gal, living in a computer world!!
Lol!! Anyway, come to find out, there are alot of things that I didn't know about computers. Like when you purchase a laptop or desktop, most people don't really know what all the abbreviations mean. When I purchased my iBook, I knew nothing about laptop memory, RAM, ROM, GHz...I just knew that I wanted the fastest, prettiest, mostest that I can get.
This class actually has me learning so much, I'm shocked. Being a "Mac" gal, I am a bit more advanced than the others, but, there is still so much more I need to know. My next purchase of a laptop will be a little bit smarter!

What's the Big Deal?

2008-07-02T16:42:00.002-04:00

Ok, we know that cleaning your insides is important, but the whole self- cleansing thing using a colon cleanser is so not for me!!
For some reason I’m ok with going to a place to get a colonic, but not ok with taking care of it myself. The idea of actually making myself go is not something I’d do. I know people who do it, and a few that are obsessed with it…but, aren’t you supposed to have some kind of toxins in your body? If not, please tell me.

HOT RIDES

2008-07-02T16:32:00.001-04:00

I know very little about cars. So, you know I know less about a turbocharger for cars. I know a lot of people who like to add things to their cars. Like “pimping their ride”….I’m old, I think that’s what it’s called. Anyway, does anyone know what a turbocharger does? Is it just for, like, racecars? I looked online, and it seemed as if you can put it on any car, but why?

Word of the Day...

2008-06-28T21:24:00.002-04:00

Jay sent this to me today....

Lamb's Tail

It made me laugh. Leave it to him, he's ALWAYS been right on time!!!

HOMEWORK

2008-06-28T19:35:00.002-04:00

MY INSTRUCTORS WERE NOT JOKING!!!

They gave me LOADS OF HOMEWORK to do over our break!
I have a term paper to complete by the 15th, and read & memorize an entire chapter, including medical terminology(over 100 words), and be able to identify our inside parts for a test that I have as soon as we get back. WHEWWW!!!!

THAT'S A LOT-O WORK!!! NO TIME TO CHAT...LATA!!

Your Version

2008-06-28T11:45:00.005-04:00

What is your version of "LOVE"....more specifically, how do you define it?? Then how do you know when your in "IT"??

I've done it a few times, this time, I know it's "Love", at least for me. He says that it's definately "Love" for him.

But, does he "Love" me the way I define the term....or, is his definition just supposed to be it?

WHY?!?!?!

2008-06-13T17:30:00.001-04:00

WHY ARE MY EMPLOYERS PICKING ON ME?!?!
I DON'T UNDERSTAND!!!
EVERY TIME I DO SOMETHING, CORRECTLY MIGHT I ADD, THEY FEEL THE NEED TO COME TO ME, & ONLY ME, & CHANGE THE RULES! I DON'T GET IT!!!

MY BFF's

2008-06-13T14:21:00.004-04:00

I've had 3 BFF's in my life. I miss them!!!

One moved to North Carolina, & purchased a house. I'M SO VERY PROUD OF HER!!! Last year we reconnected, and I'm thankful that we did. When we were in high school, in NYC, we were one & the same. You saw one, you saw the other. But, there came a time when things happened, & I knew me...I had to distance myself from her & our relationship. I was unable to not judge...& that isn't healthy in any relationship!!! I needed time to think & to grow! I NEEDED TO GROW UP & LEARN HOW TO HANDLE SITUATIONS LIKE THIS ONE IN PARTICULAR!
FINALLY, BY GOD'S GRACE, & ONLY BY HIS GRACE, WE WERE BROUGHT BACK TOGETHER!!!

Now, I have MY SHAWNTE' back!!! We picked right back up! And, I am so proud of her & her growth!! LOVE YOU LADY!!!

Another, I was friends with since I was 13 years old...give or take a year. Her & her mother took care of me like I WAS FAMILY! She was my sister, & Mommie was MY Mommie. We took care of each other accordingly. I'll always remember when we first met. I think I was 13 years old. For some odd reason, even though we didn't "really" know each other, we couldn't stand each other. We actually put our energy into getting each other in trouble, trying to get each other suspended, & making other people hate one another. And then, somehow, we became BFF's!! It just happened! We've always had a bumpy relationship...I mean, we both wanted our own way, so we had to compromise our beliefs a lot. I had to be VERY UNDERSTANDING & PATIENT! I was a part of my growth, I guess. I have not seen or heard from her in about 2 years. We got into a fight over a mutual friend, & a few lies that were told to me. She told me to never text/call again.

Not that I am condoning any of the actions that were made 2 years ago, but, I MISS YOU MY JO JO!!!! I'LL ALWAYS LOVE MY SISTER!!

My most recent "new" BFF...well, what can I possibly say about this one, lol!!??? Well, we met when we were both working for PSSC, in Brooklyn, New York. She did sales & I did collections, then was the general manager. We didn't "click" initially. We were there to do make money! That was our main priority! I'm not exactly sure how we became as close as we were. But, all of a sudden, we were one & the same...lol, I see the pattern. We've been through A LOT TOGETHER!!! I MEAN..A LOT!!!
She moved, out of state, a few months ago. She even got married! We still chat, instant/text messaging has been a savior for us, lol! We even keep up with each other through our blogs. But, it's just not the same!

I'm very proud of you MY N'TASHA!!! But, I miss you something awful!!! I still have to explain the importance of Cake Man Raven to people! ONLY YOU WOULD UNDERSTAND THAT!!!

And by the way, if you haven't noticed, I placed the word "MY" in front of their names...I didn't on purpose....THEY ARE MINE'S!!! I DON'T SHARE MY BFF'S!!! GET YOUR OWN!!! :-p

School

2008-06-12T11:04:00.002-04:00

I'M DOING IT!!!

I start on Monday, the 16th!! YAY ME!!!

I'm nervous, but, I know I can do it! It'll be tough, & I'll have to sacrifice, but, it'll all be worth it in the end!!! In 2 years, I'll be an Ultrasound Technician, living in Georgia, with my family!!!

THAT'S ALL THE MOTIVATION I NEED TO KEEP IT MOVING!!!

Together

2008-06-12T10:52:00.003-04:00

Nope, we didn't break up!
STILL TOGETHER!!
I'm making an effort to make it work, and he is also. Are issues are mainly financial. I hate it when money becomes an issue in the relationship!! I have no idea how to fix the issue, but, we're doing the best we can.

We opened the lines of communication a lot more, which helped!!
Turns out, I really don't know how to "Live With Someone". I mean, I've never lived with a boyfriend before, so this is VERY NEW FOR ME!! I tend to think that we should be together all of the time! But, when you live together, ALONE TIME IS A MUST! I found that out quickly! Everything you do doesn't have to ALWAYS involve the other person. I didn't know that. So, when he would want to go out with friends, we would have a major fight because I wasn't invited.
Now, I'm like, go ahead!!! It gives me time to do whatever I want to do, like CLEAN!! LOL!!!

When we first started seeing each other, we spoke a lot about not losing our own identity. I thought I completely understood then. I'll admit...I didn't...but, I do now!!! I LOVE "ME" TIME!!!

There is no reason to have to be UP UNDERNEATH any person 365 days a year. Is it not enough that we sleep together every day? It doesn't mean that you love them any less. It just means that I CAN BREATHE!!! We still do a lot together...but, we both allow each other some space to chill. I can say, it's made us a lot closer & happier!!!

My Job

2008-06-12T10:14:00.004-04:00

So, I used to LOVE my job!!!
But, then they decided to change everyone's job description. Now, I AM MISERABLE!!!
I have no clue as to what I am supposed to be doing, so I kind of just sit around, staying quiet, trying to stay under the radar. I spread papers all over my desk, as if I'm swamped, and occasionally print something out. LMBO!!!
The work that they want me to do now is dumb!! It's more researching than working, which is really a waste of my time. The change happened about a week ago, and just now I thought...Hey, I can use some of my wasted time to update my blogs!!
I know, I'm brilliant!!! Slow, but BRILLIANT!!! :)

Coming to a Close

2008-05-25T13:50:00.002-04:00

I don't think this is a relationship I can do!
We were happy, but I am a woman...so I searched & I found...MY FAULT!!! But, in my defense, the search was warranted. I won't go into too much detail, but if you really know me personally, you know what I mean.
I have way too much on my plate to deal with petty nonsense. We tried to talk about it last night, but, of course, it ended up in a HUGE ARGUEMENT!!! What now? HELL, I DON'T KNOW!!! I'M STILL TRYNA DEAL WITH THE DAY TO DAY CRAP!!!!

Afraid of Fear

2008-05-10T21:00:00.000-04:00

I've always been good at giving advice to others when asked. But, it seems like I am less likely to take my own advice.
Don't be afraid to take a chance!
It's something that I've to many, but have always stepped cautiously into "chance".
Why?!
Because I am "Afraid of Fear". I'm afraid of the "shoulda, coulda, woulda's, & the what if's".
So, I sit & do NOTHING!
I dumb down for jobs I know I am WAY over qualified for. I remain in friend/relationships where I know I deserve more, or better.
I DO NOTHING!
In the mean time, what happens to my life?!
NOTHING!!
It remains the same nothingness that it's always been. Not moving up or down....just STUCK!
Imagine this, if everyone who's afraid, took a chance, where do you think we'd all be?
For me, I'd probably have a career, husband, & a house in Atlanta....& able to help my family when/if needed.
For once in my life, I'm going to put the "what if's" aside & try taking a chance....
Today, I re-enrolled for school. I have to go back on Tuesday to finish up the new financial aid paperwork. School begins, for me, June 16th. I'll be going to school Monday through Thursday, from 6pm to 10pm....& still working full time.
People do it....WHY CAN'T I?!

Questions of the Day

2008-03-29T16:08:00.000-04:00

Does it make you feel any particular way to know that your actions are affecting people in a negative way?
Do you care that your depression is making me ill to my stomach?

When, exactly, is enough, ENOUGH?

How do you JUST live for yourself?

X Season

2008-03-25T17:20:00.003-04:00

I saw my X yesterday. It was a rather good experience, for me anyway. Out of all of the mess, at the end of the relationship, we were able to remain friends. I appreciate that!
In my mind...He was the man for me, but at the wrong time!
Timing is EVERYTHING!!!
While I may wish it were me....he is going to make some woman very happy!!!!
I look forward to seeing him in the future, as he has been the only person in the last two years who could TRUELY make me laugh, no matter what the situation. He made me laugh yesterday...I needed that....I'LL ALWAYS LOVE HIM FOR THAT!!!
I remember that warm feeling washing over me. It was a nice familiar feeling.
WHAT A WONDERFUL MAN!!!!
He was a great Season!

Question?

2008-03-22T18:31:00.000-04:00

What do you do when you have to choose between your health and someone and/or something you love?

School

2008-03-22T14:35:00.004-04:00

I was supposed to start school at the beginning of this year. I all registered, I even have my uniform....but, things happened....and so I wasn't able to start the first semester. :-(

Now, I'm considering going back. The problem is that I don't know which schedule would be the best for me. If I'm gonna do it, I'm gonna go HARD CORE!!!

I work Tuesday thru Friday, from 9am to 6pm, & Saturday from 10am to 5pm. Either I change my work schedule and work Monday thru Friday, and go to school on Saturday & Sunday, or.....I'll have to take classes Monday thru Thursday, from 6pm to 10pm.

THE PRESSURE!!!!!

HELP...PLEASE!!!!!

MEN ARE DUMB!!!!

2008-03-22T14:35:00.001-04:00

NEED I SAY MORE?!?!?!

Fasting.....

2008-03-20T15:56:00.002-04:00

Today is day 3 of my fast!
The first 2 days were the WORST!!!
That whole knowing that you can't have somethign that you know you CAN have....SUX!!!
I never want for food. I can go for days, although I know it's not healthy, without eating anything. As soon as Pastor set the ground rules for the fast, I IMMEDIATELY BECAME HUNGRY!
For the last 2 days, I felt like I was starving....so weird!!!

The scary part, for me, is that I Know that I'm going to lose weight this week....weight that I don't have to lose. I'm 128lbs. I weigh in at the doctor's office on Monday, so I'll let you know the damage then.

All in all, I love fasting. It gives me a chance to see alot more clearly, & get my priorities in order. I have so much to do! But, I'm excited about what's coming up for me & my NEWLY EXTENDED FAMILY...GOD WILLING!!!

Anywho....chat later!!!

Palm Sunday

2008-03-16T19:39:00.002-04:00

I went to church today. Not that it's a major event, but today, I felt like I really needed it. WHEN IT RAINS....IT POURS!!
I was blessed to be able to attend service with my two younger sisters. We had a good time...& I didn't even realize it was Palm Sunday until I got to church. Not sure if that's a good or bad thing.

Either way, I had fun, & I feel less FULL!!!!

After this evening, I will begin my Consecration Fast, until Good Friday. It's 5 days of one meal per day, only drinking water, prayer & scripture meditation....basically, I'm working on the inner me & my relationship with the Lord.
I'm actually pretty excited about it! It gives me a chance to focus on my spirituality, HARD CORE...& gives me many lessons on what changes need to be made in my life going forward.
I'll be updating you each day, & for the most part, the posts will be focused solely on my fast.

Sick

2008-03-15T15:25:00.001-04:00

Been getting sick a lot more frequently over the past few months. While I want to blame it on the weather, I know it's not. It probably has a lot to do with my dietary habits. I don't get the proper amount of nutrients that any one person really needs. Friends of mine have been telling me I need to eat more, or take supplements. It's a thought....& that's about it, lol! One of my friends mentioned Resveratrol. Gonna do some research. We shall see! I may just do one Centrum a day for vitamin purposes.

Rehab...

2008-03-15T15:22:00.001-04:00

I have no idea why, but drug rehab is still on the rise. I hate to even speak on it as if it's “the thing” to do. It really isn't. Real rehab facilities are nothing like resorts, which, I think, is what the celebrities are actually getting. It appears to be a vacation, and no one, coming out of treatment, to me, appears to be getting any better. Do they understand that addiction is an ongoing battle, and that treatment needs to be maintained even as an outpatient?

What Time Is It?

2008-03-15T15:17:00.000-04:00

Never really been into watches, it has something to do with getting that watch tan line during the summer. However, over the last year or so, I've been considering it more and more. Why is me getting a watch such a taxing thought....hmmmm???? Anyway, it seems as if nicer, and more quality watches are being released, or is it just me? I've been think of a Tag or a Patek watch. Recommendations anyone?

Business

2008-03-15T15:01:00.000-04:00

My family and I have recently decided to start an online company. I don't have all of the particulars as of yet, but it has to do with golf clubs. My father in South Carolina is in school to become a golf pro, and one of his classes was on making golf clubs. I think it's a pretty cool/funky/different idea...all 3 adjectives are good by the way, lol! Anyway, I always think that starting a company online is the best way to go because you don't have to worry about searching for business funding, since you technically have no employees, or rent to pay. Also, it gives you the freedom of continuing to work as your business grows. Just a random update, with more to come.

Forever 21

2008-03-05T15:29:00.002-05:00

Have you ever noticed the stamp on the bottom of the Forever 21 shopping bag?

John 3:16 "For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son,[a] that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life.

THINK ABOUT IT!!!

The MOST Horrible Thing I Have Seen In A LONG TIME!!

2008-03-05T13:44:00.002-05:00

I CAN'T BELIEVE THEY DID THIS TO THAT POOR BABY!!!
WHAT KIND OF PEOPLE DO WE HAVE IN THE MARINES???
THIS IS SOME FULL METAL JACKET SHIT!!!!!

OMG!!!!!

Emotions Running High!

2008-03-02T08:38:00.002-05:00

I cry out frustration,
I cry out of fear,
I cry when you are not near.

Leaning over to touch you,
Only to feel an empty space,
I sit as the tears run down my face.

The conversation has been had many times before,
It's five AM and you have yet to walk through the door,
As I sit in the dark allowing my tears to hit the floor.

We seem to find time to argue fuss & fight,
If nothing else I can guarantee,
I'll never forget those nights.

Was it all worth it,
I don't know,
But, now that we're really through,
The words "Fuck You Amber" rings in my ears,
So, "J"...FUCK YOU TOO!!!

-AAB

RELATIONSHIPS REQUIRE WORK!

2008-03-02T08:20:00.003-05:00

WHO KNEW?!?
Having a relationship is like having another 2, sometimes more, jobs!
It doesn't matter how much you love a person, if you're not willing to communicate and work on the relationship, IT WILL NOT WORK!

I know, first hand, about this... I am, by far, not perfect. Never claimed to be. As a matter of fact, I always put exactly how I am out there, so there will be no confusion. I thought this would make a difference...I don't think it does anymore.

I didn't stay at home, with my boyfriend last night, instead, I stayed at my girlfriends house, which has given me time to think and write.

WHAT NEXT?!? WHO KNOWS!! I'M BETTER THAN I WAS....I PRAY THIS DOESN'T TAKE A TOLL ON ME!!

Stupid Bill

2008-02-24T10:02:00.002-05:00

When I was about 16 years old, my mother decided she wanted to purchase a water softener. Normally, child wouldn’t have a problem with their parent making a purchase of any kind….however, she chose to do it under my name, using my credit. To top it off…she made the brilliant choice not to pay them back. Oh, did I mention that the freaking thing cost $4k? Yeah, so now they are coming after me wanting payment. WHY DO I NEED TO PAY SOMETHING I DIDN’T PURCHASE!!! Their option for me, if I don’t want to pay for it, is bring up fraud charges against my mother…hmmmmm….
Anyway, since then, I felt like any kind of faucet, Delta faucets, or water anything will be purchased at Home Depot!

Changing Economy

2008-02-24T09:53:00.000-05:00

There is an abundance of Florida land for sale.
I assume that people are finally starting to see that just because it’s a pretty place to live, doesn’t mean that it’s safe. So, they are trying to rid of their property now. This is definitely a renters market! In the mean time, we are right smack in the middle of a recession! Who didn’t see that coming?

Boots I Like

2008-02-24T08:53:00.001-05:00

Why don’t I own a pair off thigh high boots?
I’ve actually seen a lot of them lately that were very tasteful. Not lingerie like. Or, maybe they weren’t thigh high, maybe over the knee…towards the thigh high. I’ve even seen them in nice brown & black leather…I don’t care for patent leather! I think I may get a pair. I could really use any excuse to purchase another pair of shoes, LOL!!

When People Get Angry

2008-02-23T20:07:00.004-05:00

They say that when people get angry, they say things that they don't mean....well, I could be wrong, but I tend to feel a lot differently.
I think when people are angry, they say EXACTLY WHAT THEY MEAN!
It's the point when a person could care less about how you may feel, and only cares about themselves. I, myself, have experienced this from "best friends", "boyfriends", and even family members.
Why do people do this to each other?
Why must you INTENTIONALLY HURT ME?!?!
Oddly enough, I don't do this to anyone. I don't bring up the past issues, & if the person means anything at all to me...the last thing I want to do is hurt them.
Maybe I'm just a little different!

Today was one of those days....it's even worse when they can't even see what they did wrong!

IT HURT!!! IT HURTS!!!! I'll be ok, I just want to understand, why?

Too Skinny?!

2008-02-22T13:15:00.002-05:00

Ok, so now I think that I'm the smallest I've been since I was a teen.

Size 2...128lbs...looking like I may be going down another 2 sizes.

People are starting to comment. People as in my boyfriend, my family, & real friends.
No, I am not purposely trying to be skinny, taking supplements, or hoodia. I mean, what black woman DOESN'T want to have an butt? Yup, I lost mine....& have not the slightest idea on how to get it back. Just eating alone hasn't been working..I'm just small!
Luckily, my boyfriend loves me..or this would be a HUGE ISSUE!!! LOL!!!
Oddly enough, I've been to the doctor, and other than the fact that I've lost the weight so quickly...I am healthy! Soooo....I guess there is nothing for me to do but enjoy my new size...AND GO SHOPPING!!! :)

Sharing

2008-02-16T08:05:00.002-05:00

I think that it's time for me to start sharing what I really feel.
I always get started and then somehow get side tracked. All of this built up inside of me will not be posted on this blog, but rather my other blog....and possibly, some of the other blogs that I own. I'm ready to let go....maybe then I can relax, MAYBE!
I spend all of my time at work on computers. I think I should be able to squeeze in a post or two while I'm on break.

PEOPLE WILL BE PEOPLE!

2008-02-13T11:44:00.004-05:00

I'm not sure how to touch on this subject. All I know is what I feel.
I used to think that there had to be at least one person out there who was "good".....then, the one's I trusted, ended up being the opposite.

"Expectation Leads To Disappointment"...A. R. Bernard

That's a quote, from my Pastor, that I have learned to live by! While I try not to categorize people, and their being, I have to know that it is me, and me alone, who will ultimately determine my disappointment!!!

I have learned from recent experience that it doesn't matter how much you love a person, care for a person, or even if they are your family....disappointment is inevitable! Even if you make your expectations known!

FACEBOOK

2008-02-10T17:00:00.001-05:00

I officially have a FACEBOOK profile.
I don't know why...nor have I figured out to use it!

Look me up under my email address, amberanique@msn.com.

I'll let you know when I have figured the whole thing out. Til then....look me up!

Working Hard/Hardly working?

2008-02-09T16:47:00.001-05:00

So, I've been working my tail off!!! LOL!!!
Nah, not really, it's actually a pretty cool job, if you don't mind being bored at least 2 days out of the week.
The worst part of this job would be it's location. IT'S NEXT TO EVERY ONE OF MY FAVORITE STORES....it's all I can do to act as if they don't exist!!!
I WANNA SHOP SO BADLY!!! BUT, I WON'T GIVE IN!!!! LORD HEAR MY PRAYER!!!!

Changing My Template

2008-02-03T16:02:00.000-05:00

I know I lack patience, however, I felt like I had enough, today, to sit down with my laptop and change the template of my blog. Maybe stick some pretty flowers on it, or something like that. I went through some template sites and found one for Blogger, that was for free.
SO EXCITED!!!
But, then I went in to change the template and it deleted my entire page!
OMG!!!!
Luckily, I know the value & importance of saving EVERYTHING!
After trying to revive my site....I settled on keeping the same template that I've always had. :-(
Not thrilled about it because I wanted to get a new look.
Is there anyone that can help me with this?
I don't want the basic template from Blogger....I want something BETTER, AND PRETTIER....like the one's I saw on Suck My Lolly's Free Blogger Designs.

My Music

2008-02-03T13:23:00.000-05:00

Who loves music more than I do? LOL!! My music is what I love, I think I may love it a little too much….I get on the subway with a book and my iPod…with the headphones they give you, and I turn the music up to the MAX! Apparently, everyone doesn’t want to hear what I am listening while I’m on the train. I know this because of the nasty looks that people give me. It looks like I may have to invest in another pair of headphones, quality one’s like Bose headphones, where I know that I’m the only one that can hear my music. I’m going to look into them today. I just pray that they’re not too expensive.

New Year, New Job, New.....

2008-01-28T08:40:00.000-05:00

I forget to mention...I got a new job! YAYYYYY ME!!! After the hell I went through with my last job...it's a BLESSING to be free & in a new atomosphere! I now work for a REAL company called RDNY.com. I am a listing agent!
Fancy Shmancy, LMBO! So far, so good! I'm working with ALL MAC computers! I can wear whatever I want, with the exception of flip-flops & sneakers...don't care about the sneaker thing, but I'm a bit tight about the flip-flops. I guess it's ok because I have enough shoes to switch it up. Did I mention that the Juicy Couture store is RIGHT NEXT DOOR TO MY JOB....NOT A GOOD LOOK...BUT, I'M GONNA WORK ON SELF CONTROL, LMBO!!!
I think I've finally found that basic, PEACEFUL, happiness!
Nothing is perfect, but still there is an incredible amount of happiness that is washing over me, everyday!!

Invitations

2008-01-27T13:33:00.000-05:00

I am my sister’s Sponser for her Confirmation. I have no idea as to what it consists of, but I know that it is very important in the Catholic faith. I guess it confirms your faith. Anyway, I found a cute site for first communion invitations, confirmation invitation, and they even have pet party invitations. I’m thinking that after my sister’s event, I may just throw a party for my dog, Hunter. Anyone want to come, let me know, lol!!! ☺

Hi-Lo!! :)

2008-01-27T12:12:00.000-05:00

I miss blogging, and all of my blogger friends!!
It has recently been brought to my attention how backed up I've been on my blog, and all of my friends. I guess I needed some time to re-group. BUT, I'M BACK!!! FOR GOOD THIS TIME!!
One of my main issues was lack of internet service, but that has been cured!!! THANK YOU LORD!!! I think the Lord was listening to my cries, and felt my distress over not having service. I've been walking around with my laptop in my new purse, praying that I could "borrow" someone's WiFi. Finally, someone has been generous enough not to be password protected!! LOL!!!
Sharing is Caring!!
Ohhhh, I don't think I told you about my new purse! She's a beauty!!!
It's a bag by Jessica Simpson...while I'm not a fan of hers, per se', the bag IS HOTTTT!!!
I bought it as a present to myself while I was in Atlanta for the holiday. I figured it was a good investment for work/school. And, it was only $115.00...I was given a $100.00 gift card for X-mas, so I only paid $15.00 out of pocket. GREAT DEAL FOR ME!! YAYYYYY!!!!
I was trying to see if I could find a picture online for you to see, but, for some reason I can't find any. So, I'll take a picture of mine, and post it later on.

TRUTH

2008-01-26T12:27:00.000-05:00

Sometimes I can get away with writing a post, and make it seem as if I know what a particular product is. NOT THIS TIME! I have no clue as to what a Cat5e patch panel is. I even went to the site to try to figure out what it was, to no avail. I tried! I think it has something to do with computers, maybe even computer networks, but I’m not sure. Do you know what it is?

Popcorn Is Stupid

2008-01-26T12:18:00.000-05:00

I’m not rich! I don’t have a need for home theater popcorn machines. I don’t even like popcorn. It has to be one of the worst inventions EVER made. Why must those kernels get stuck between your teeth, or stuck in your throat? Then it makes you cough and hack until it finally decides to come out. All of that is too much work for me. And, need I mention the God awful after taste? Oddly enough, when I was younger I loved the stuff. I think I may have had a tramatizing kernel experience.

Promotional Items

2008-01-26T12:12:00.000-05:00

I was just looking at a site for imprinted promotional products. You know how I like to surf the web. Anyway, I think they have some pretty cool stuff on there, at least if I were trying to start my own business. At this point, I’m not, but if I were…that would probably be where I’d go to get my promo items. Take a look at it for yourself, you may get some ideas.

Sleepy Time

2008-01-26T12:10:00.000-05:00

My mother has this amazing pillow top mattress. I can’t remember how or where she got it, but it has to be the best mattress made. Why am I talking about this? Well, this mattress has been sitting in storage for the past couple of years, in Atlanta, while she now lives in Las Vegas. If she’s not going to be using it, which at this point, it’s clear she’s not, why won’t she let me have it? Don’t I deserve to have a good night’s sleep? LOL!!

Lack of Posts

2008-01-12T11:51:00.000-05:00

No REAL REASON...I've been staying at my boyfriends house since I came back from Atlanta, and well, he has no internet service.
What's even worse is that my computer can't even bum service off of the neighbor because it's password protected...a sister just can't catch a break!
I try to blog from my Blackberry, but each time I try to log on, it gives me a system error. Oddly enough, I only see this error when trying to log onto Blogger. I do have a few things to update you on, and lots of pics to post from my trip to Atlanta last week, so I'll try to get up to speed soon. My boyfriend cut off the cable because he's always at work & never home. Apparently he has access to the internet at work. I had to kindly let him know that having internet access, for me, is like having air to breathe...without it, I'd die! A little dramatic I know, but I had to stress my point!
Soooo....he's gonna get the cable/internet package asap! HE LOVES ME!! :-)

Go Green!!

2007-12-26T18:11:00.000-05:00

There is nothing wrong with going “Green”!
Over the last year or so, we have witnessed a lot of events, globally, that have told us that we need to be more friendly to the environment, or we won't have it for much longer. I'm not even speaking in Biblical terms right now. I'm saying that we have had CLEAR signs from mother nature, Herself, telling us that some changes need to be made, and fast! So, who's listening? Do you recycle, even though it is a bit of a hassle? Do you conserve energy by purchasing certain appliances that are solar powered, which will in turn allow you to save money? What about using organic products? Are you aware of all of the organic products that are available to you, which include, but are not limited to clothing, and humidifiers?
I'll admit, I don't know everything about going “Green”, however, I have been looking into the things that I could possibly do, and it doesn't even affect me personally like I thought it would. It doesn't change any of the things that I generally like to do or use, it just changes some of the products. I can still use shampoo, I'll just use the organic kind. There are a lot of sites that you can look into that will help you. I've been checking out Greenandmore.com, which offers hundreds of eco friendly products to choose from. And, what's even better...I was able to get a coupon for all of us for 10% off! Not only can we be “Green”, but we can save some money in the process! Who's better than us?!? LOL!! Try it out!

Packing/Unpacking

2007-12-26T17:58:00.000-05:00

One of the things that I dread about taking trips, outside of the airport security, is packing/unpacking. Whether it is leaving to go somewhere, or coming home and having to remove the items from your suitcases, the whole thing is dreadful! What's worse than that is I think that everyone's suitcases looks exactly like mine. So, when I get to baggage claim, it takes me forever to find my suitcase because they all look alike. I've been thinking of getting entire new luggage set, maybe a Samsonite set that isn't black...maybe tan, so that it'll be easier to claim. It won't help the packing and unpacking process to be any less stressful, but it'll give me a small piece of mind when I'm at the airport.

T-shirts

2007-12-26T17:50:00.000-05:00

One of the best gifts that I have ever received, from anyone, is a t-shirt that my best friend Natasha got for me. It must have only cost a couple of dollars, but it read me so well. It's a bright yellow shirt, that has "Are You Trying To Piss Me Off?" written in black. It was one of those funny t-shirts that you can probably pick up on the street for five dollars, or less, but the fact that she saw that shirt and thought of me made me smile. That is one of my favorite questions, just in case you didn't already know.

Christmas Gifts

2007-12-26T17:43:00.000-05:00

I hate it when I purchase things for my boyfriend, and he either already purchased it for himself, or his family got it for him for Christmas. This happened last year, and then again this year! Then, I have to sit down and explain to my boyfriend that he need to return the gift that was purchased from someone else, and keep the item that I got for him. Why does this even have to be a discussion...does everyone not know the relatiionship "rules". You don't return the gift that your "spouse" gets or you....it's offensive! It makes them not want to purchase anything for you again! So, return the GPS that they gave you, and keep mine's, OR ELSE!!!

Christmas Is Over

2007-12-26T17:31:00.000-05:00

While Christmas time is my favorite time of the year, I am so happy that it is over with!! I haven't had much rest over the last few days because I've had to play run around with family and friends. I ENJOYED MYSELF...BUT, BOY AM I TIRED!!
I was able to see two of my best friends from high school yesterday, Shawnte' and Lashawn, and their family. It just reminded me of how long we've been friends...everyone has grown so much!!! Now, I'm preparing for my trip to Atlanta, on Friday, to see the other half of my family...and of course Baby Shawn, my nephew!
I didn't take any pics for you all to see my friends and family from this week, but I WILL have LOTS OF PICS of my family in Atlanta over the next week. I shall be posting them daily, so look out for them.

HAPPY HOLIDAYS EVERYONE!!!!

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